Why was I effected by my childhood much more than my brothers and sisters?
I wanted to ask if anyone else has had this happen to them as well... All of my brothers and sisters are married and for the most part happy. I am the middle child and I guess I took more abuse than the rest of them???? My father is palestinian which is a whole other culture and belief of woman etc. and my mother is Irish and was molested as a child and maybe she took that out on me... I knew that my family was dysfunctional years ago and it seemed that no one believed me (my parents denied, etc) so I moved out at 17 years old. I kinda lived my own life away from all of them.. Well now my mom and dad are separating and I feel like everything I tried to say is coming to light... The problem is, I am still hurting inside and I am afraid that I will never find someone to love me, I want to be with a man and have kids and stuff. Any thoughts??