I would like some help regarding old wounds and Letting Go
I AM A 55 YEAR OLD WOMAN WITH 1 DAUGHTER IN HER 30'S. While she was growing up I had a drug addition that left her feeling abandoned and sad. I always provided for her but maybe not in the right ways. I have been clean from drugs for 13 years and from alcohol for 5 years. I have been apologizing and asking for forgiveness for the past 10-12 years to no avail.
Things will be fine between us for short periods of time, I constantly help her financially, probably out of guilt, but I too was a single mom and know how hard it can be. She is a single mother of my granddaughter and feel as thought I have been there for her since my sobriety but forgiveness eludes me. To the point of being bullied verbally by her. If anyone has gone through something similar to this your advise would be appreciated