today i feel

by ale
(pto vallarta)

Too tired to read watch tv, beyond hate my mother want to kill my sister, seriously craving going in to the sea for good.

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Nov 08, 2011
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Hope
by: Anonymous

there is hope for all of us. I too have felt like I have nothing else to give. I just want to shut down and not let the pain get the best of me. I am seeing a counselor and go to 12 step meetings. There are so many times I want to quit. But some how I just keep coming back. Please seek help you are worth it.

Taking your life is not going to solve the problems it just ends every thing. That is a permanent thing that cannot be turned around.

I will pray for you. Please keep reaching out for help you are worth it.

Nov 07, 2011
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Keep reaching out!
by: don

Hello, I hear you and I hear your pain. I can understand your need to make the pain go away - been there. However, I also know from experience that suicide does NOT make the pain go away... It just spreads it around to the people who love you the most.

You are not alone, keep reaching out like you have here and give others a chance to respond. But keep in mind many people will want to respond but not know how, others will get mad at you for saying such a thing - because it scares them, and still others will be so numbed-out or busy from avoiding their own pain that they won't even notice or acknowledge you...

STILL there are those of us who will respond, who will pray for you, who will answer your posts when you reach out.

Suicide is a permanent response to a temporary problem - there's no way back from that. there is a way back from depression/abandonment.

Don Carter

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