therapy

by james
(darlington)

While i agree with the theory of what you say.I would like to tell you that a NHS therapist i saw told me,he said my development was stymied and that to analyse the childhood wound would only make it worse and i could go mad! he has basically concentrated on the present to get me to do things and improve my self esteem..I have told him that is difficult as i always have a nagging doubt about who iam.I have felt the wound which was a desperate need to be loved for who i am (did not happen)in fact i was run down everyday I remember a choice one ,"get out of my sight you little bastard"i am just trying to be kind to myself and forgive myself for all the times i have rejected good things for myself.I have had a lifetime of it.