Oh the agony of the moment!
(North Jersey, USA)
So I was drawn here, 4 years ago I met with a counselor and during one of our sessions she effortlessly said "you have abandonment issues" and was on to the next thought. This resonated with me like sirens on full blast! It has been like echo waves within me ever since, so I know I am on the cusp of a breakthrough during this present time, and Lord do I want and need it. Down right deserve it, because I am nor my family are benefiting from the torment that this weight/burden/lesson/energy is having on me.
All of the affection, attention and other needs that are written about, self-esteem, etc I feel that this was all missed on my part and now I am at a point where the world sees 'Man' and inside I feel 'Boy'.
I feel that I have helped myself as much as I can and at this point I need some additional outside help from someone that knows and cares.