I want to be free!
Hello yall, I am Retha, and my twin sister and I are 39. First I would like to say how very grateful I am for being able to share a bit of my journey that has brought me here today. My sis and I were taken away from our mom and placed into foster care at the age of 6. We have never met our dad and know very little about our mom, we both were sexually abused and neglected. Once we were adopted by an amazing family, I started to have a lot of anger problems, and was a bully would pick fights in elementary school. As I got older the self mutilation started, along with suicidal thoughts and depression, I didn't know who I was, where I belonged and never felt worthy of anyone's love. By the grace of God he has guided and healed me through the darkest hours of my life, he has lead me to seek who I really am within through meditation. Layer by layer, my true self is awakening, and I know when the time is right God will lead me right through my deepest pain so I can be completely free!!!!