My husband had a severe heart attack and stroke over one year ago, I have been his main caregiver for that time. We have a Christian ministry, called Impart ministry. I am a triplet, we were adopted when we were 11 months old...lots of other parts to that story. Praying today, I realized I still have issues of abandonment from the adoption, as well as my wounded adopted mom. I found your website, and realize I need help in finding my true self. I know of God's love and acceptance, but reverted back to not feeling worthy, shame, if people only knew the real me etc. My husband and I were very close. He is just now regaining a few words, but is not his old self...so struggling with identity etc. Thank you for your words and wisdom.