Fighting with the Subconscious Mind
(Myrtle Beach, SC)
I have arguments with myself. I find I will wake up at 3 am and find a topic I am fearful of as clear as day in my mind. I know my subconscious mind is pondering this all night. So a part of my is up all night causing undue anxiety and stress. This is causing me to wake-up and stay awake for the rest of the morning.
I fight with this subconscious mind my inner child to resolve this and end the conflict. I want to take control and stop the self sabotage at work that I do not want to do, but still do. this is a huge struggle with me and end up hating myself.