Does it ever really end?
by Leandra Nightwolf
I'm 61 yo and was sexually, physically, emotionally, verbally & spiritually abused most of my life. First in a family of alcoholic parents and my adoptive father was a violent alcoholic and then by 4 spouses and 2-3 other men I'd had relationships with. I have been chasing this tiger's tail all my life once I learned about codependency and being an adult child. Still I can't seem to get anywhere with myself. I still run after the same kind of people that are not available. My grown sons have cut me off and I have no idea why. I know I wasn't a perfect mother and some of what I did was just what my mother had done but I tried to do the best I could at the time. I didn't realize that I had issues. However, I never abused my sons intentionally. I'm so tired of reading the same stuff over and over and still I'm not fixed. What is the problem???