by mxkx
See the light?
Hi, I'm just dropping by to say hello and let all you out there know I'm ok.
I've had it rough in the past few months. Dissociative Identity Disorder. It has all of a sudden gotten really bad.
However, I'm doing much better now. I'm able to feel again and really smile. I can even feel minor physical pain now.
I'm not really sure what to say on here at this point. Just... DID isn't exactly what you think it is to start out with. And also that picture is disturbing on the Dissociation article and is a pretty heavy duty trigger for anyone with the disorder that doesn't realize they have it yet. I don't know if that's intentional or not but I do know I had to look away from it to keep from losing my grip on reality.
I'm still working on healing, but at least now. Now I can really smile. And I don't mind being me here. We all need to stop feeling so ashamed of our problems if people are ever going to realize how serious these problems are.
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