Alone

by Michael
(Maine)

I am now 43 years old. My father killed himself when I was 12, was an alcoholic and was never really a caring man. My mother was remarried at the time and picked her husband over me at a young age. Every relationship that happened after that I seem to push them away. Married now with my first child on the way, but I still feel alone. Always waiting to get hurt, I don't want my child growing up like I did. I had an affair on my wife and she does not know about it. I work with this woman and my issues won't let me end it and walk away. Feel like I need to keep her in my life to feel complete even tho she isn't there for me in anyway. Looking for help, or thoughts.

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