abandonment

by Heidi Engel
(Newport Beach, CA)

I am a well educated woman of 52 years, and have experienced so much abandonment and rejection, in my life, it doesn't seem fair. In the process, I have lost many jobs, and my boyfriend whom I trusted with my life left me for a Nigerian Prostitute, singer and dancer. She was 32 years younger. I guess it started out with my father giving me up for adoption... then when I helped him with his open heart surgery, he again told me that his dog was his daughter.... no communication. I sometimes just pray for wholeness and completeness. Life has been very unfair to me.