I was left by my mother at 5 years old i remember crying for ever. My Mother lied to me and we dont have a relationship. As a teenager i broke into houses took drugs alcohol and got into trouble with the police.
I have blocked my emotions from an early age and constantly lie to everyone.
I met my dream partner but have driven her away with my behaviour. We recently had a baby girl and this has made me completely go off the rails.
A few months ago my Father died suddenly.
I lost hurt angry scared and making everything worse